Yes, a good friend of mine is not talking to me right now for unknown reasons. For over a week I've been trying to plead with him to tell me why he's been ignoring but today I've finally decided to end all my efforts. I know that it was the best decision and you are right I definitely have been distracted. Thank for everything that you said, I have definitely screwed up with my two little ones and know that there will be times that I will in the future. That causes so much anxiety but it's getting better now I think. It seems like making those mistakes and seeing that everything is still going to be ok makes you just a little bit stronger.