I feel like I've been ran over by a truck about 50 times, but I can see it chasing after me again... I can't take it again...

This weekend has been hell for many reasons, and I'm absolutely terrified of how the week will be because last week didn't go so well either... I don't have the words to explain this feeling, but I can say I've had 4 panic attacks today alone because of it (I said this weekend has been hell, right?).... I just wish there were some way to escape...