well since we can't discuss methods, i will say that i've made 2x once as a pre teen, once as a teenager and once in college however not since then. though i think about it. what does it mean our site is pro life? why shouldn't it pro humane? i'm 39 it never ends. i'm tired. i think that i'm very logical and i wish that i could get advice from a logical person about their opinion about how much is enough. can these messages be tracked back to me?