As I have posted trust is a major obstacle for me. At some point I question everybody (in my mind) and whether I really can trust them or not. Sometimes still wonder about my husband and we have been married almost 20 years.

Recently though I have been wondering about T. We have had a great relationship. I have never questioned her professionalism. That being said lately I feel like she is pulling away. In sessions I feel like she is a little distant. She use to always respond to emails. I have tried to cut down on the emails as I know she works a lot and is in a new relationship. However, she frequently does not respond now even after days. If needed she use to squeeze me in for appointments even if it was past her office hows...Again she doesn't seem to be doing that anymore.

I don't know if I am "seeing" things that are not there due to my trust issues or not.