Had a really down day yesterday -- first day in a few weeks. It surprised me that I could feel so desperate and low again after I thought I was making progress. I think I was freaking out about the possibility of not having enough mental/physical stamina to work this full-time job (if I even get it). Why I worry about things that haven't happened yet, and may never, is beyond me. So counter-productive.

Today I feel better again - - confident and very much wanting to work. Yesterday was just a disappointment because I felt like I was taking a step backwards emotionally.