Hi ladies,
I had a hard weekend. After no contact with my ex for a week, I broke down & unblocked his texts. Why did I do this to myself? We had a good conversation until he asked me to come live with him, said he'd take care of my son & I & we'll be married as soon as I come down. I was immediately suspicious & told him no but I am moving on with my life, happy, dating again & that I am happy for him. He became angry & called me all the names in the book. I hung up & blocked him. He then sent emails calling me names, talking about my female body parts & said that it's old & men want younger women. (I'm 37) What hurts is not what he said about me but what he said about my son. He called my son a retard & said he'll grow up to be gay with a mother like me. He had said earlier that he loves my son & was sorry he had to leave him because he wanted to see him become a man. He's crazy & doesn't care about my son & me.
Why did I let him through again?! I let my emotions get in the way of my logical thinking & I made a wrong move once again. I sometimes miss him...Is this normal or am I being needy & silly?