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Originally Posted by A Red Panda
Yeah... I keep throwing myself under the bus because I don't want to find myself a total recluse - what on earth would I end up doing once hypomanic! (hahaha.... )
I just get frustrated with myself after I realize that I've basically just rejected myself due to tiny little instances. Like... I will always have solid reasons as to WHY I won't feel like I'm welcome - but to pretty much anyone else, they would be totally unconnected. I just experience a tiny little piece of rejection or change in someone's behaviour and I take it the rest of the way. It's frustrating and I know I'm not the only person who does that... I just don't know anyone who does it too.
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I wish I knew more people with this. I too take rejection and or changes in people beyond the full way, I literally just don't want to talk or avoid them. I also hate listening to people for some reason probably because I don't really understand the point of it. It's weird but I had this clear moment of not caring what the other person changes when I felt more love for them. If I could be more relaxed and see those qualities, i think it makes the job easier.