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Old Feb 03, 2014, 02:49 PM
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Originally Posted by Blondiesoul View Post
I hate crying in sessions. When I do I can't handle it and walk out the session. I hate crying I hate the loss of control it reminds me of bad things the flashbacks when I cried and asked him to stop the beatings that and with it. The flashbacks start and I can never sit through it I walk out. I can't handle the lack of control

I'm glad to hear you had quite supportive people with you and that you were able to open up to them about why you were crying.

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It is triggering to me, as well. Like I said, it hasn't really happened yet, but I know that's in part because I would get threats for crying as a child, and it makes me very afraid that she will get angry at me for crying, even though I know she won't.
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PTSD, Depression, ADHD, Anxiety
Propranolol 10mg as needed for anxiety, Wellbutrin XL 150mg
Thanks for this!
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