Right now, I seem to be most attracted to men, but my sexuality seems to move back and forth over time. The problem is, men aren't attracted to me. So I suppose I wait around until I'm not attracted to men anymore? Or just wait until I have no interest in ever having sex anymore.

I would like to have a true connection too, but I feel I can at least get used to not having that. I just hope my body can get used to knowing I won't have sex with another person.