I am in the same place right now. I can't imagine this never ending pain and misery will end and I just don't know what to do.
I hope you're okay, know there is someone out there who is thinking of you.
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016