Maybe set up a reward system for yourself. What do you absolutely love? (For me it's ice cream) and reward yourself for even the small things you do.
Hop this helps. I know how you're feeling.
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Yes. Jesus is the reason I am still alive today.
Diagnoses:
MDD, BPD, PTSD, OCD, AN-BP
(I don't define myself by my personal alphabet up there, but I put it there so that maybe somebody won't feel so alone
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