Okay, so a friend of mine and my boyfriend know everything about my self harm and eating disorder. Over the weekend, I went out of town with my youth group and my eating disorder got worse. Now every time I eat, I get nauseous and I'm extremely tempted to make myself throw it back up. Normally, I wont eat more than 500 calories a day. My self harm is also starting to invade my mind to the point that that's the only thing I can think about. I did a few cuts on my thigh, but it isn't the same release, and with spring rolling around and the drama team starting to come back into the picture, that means I am required to wear a t-shirt. I still want to cut. During the winter, I would just do it on my upper arm where no one could see anything when I rolled my sleeves up, but now I'm kind of out of options. My friend said that if he notices that I'm getting any worse, he's going to tell my teacher (she's like my mom so that's a big deal). Obviously, I don't want him catching on to anything. I was thinking maybe bracelets could cover it up, but my bracelets are big around my wrists so my cuts being covered isn't necessarily guaranteed. I just need some advice on what to use to cover them up with before I do anything that will get me into any trouble.