I kind of want to cry? My medicine makes me feel very drowsy sometimes and completely crazy other times. I'm so so tired of holding my emotions in but I'm scared of letting them out. I should only have one more week of feeling weird and then it should stabilize.

I also injured my hand in an episode a week ago... now I can't do my job @_@ I'm struggling with guilt because it was my completely fault that it happened but... I'm trying to let it go, y'know? We can't change the past we can only move forward.