I can relate to how you feel, I am starting to really feel poorly for the things I am doing now in my life and what I have before in the past.

I realize a lot of my actions, are very selfish and rude and that I do this kind of thing around people I should not like my family most of all my mother who in all honesty seems to be the same way.

I want to be better about this kind of thing and not be this way.....just i didn't even realize that I was this way until recently.