I know it has been a really long time since I have been around but I feel like I have been put on spin dry in the washer.

Some of you that remember me may remember my mom had breast cancer about 4 years ago, that next year she ended up having an emergency hysterectomy due a rare case of uterine cancer (with both of those she had radiation) well the cancer wasn't done with her yet and it came back and this time latched onto her lungs so they tried chemo 3xs each time a different kind but the chemo was worse than the cancer so it was finally determined to just make her comfortable.

She passed away late Friday night with my dad holding her hand, her last words were I love you.

Those of you who know me know this is a hard time for me as my mom and I were really close. When I was a baby she was the only one that could hold me anyone else tried with the exception of a preacher that was visiting our church, I would pitch a major fit until mom came to rescue me.

So please keep me in your thoughts as I try to process all of this.