Actually, if I didn't have a story I wanted to tell it would pull a stressor out of my life. To be perfectly honest, taking away my interest and desire in writing would take away the situation for me to feel more alone. I write because I want to be heard, that's what makes it so hard when people aren't interested.

#3 almost happened for at least an overnight crisis intervention. I was literally one misstep from being taken to Good Shepard and put on suicide watch (such as being alone too long, being in the bathroom near razor blades too long or not making sure people monitored my medication intake).

As far as letting go of a relationship or two, I wonder myself. My life revolves around being there for others, but I'm collapsing under the weight and can't hold them or myself up any longer. I'm just not sure about this one.