Sorry asia that you are going through this, its difficult, I know, I didnt call my old t often but i did call her when I needed to, I needed to call her probably more than I called but I held back, instead I wrote down and took it to her the next session.

This new t wants me to call, I am going through alot of stress and i want to call but I am playing the stubborn i dont need you game, because i just had my first session with you last week game. Then again I dont see her again till next week, thats 2 weeks I had to wait.

Your t will understand if you call. I mean therapy requires some kind of dependancy to create the relationship, at least that is what I read, which in a way its kind of unfair in my oppinion.