I'm sorry Jbug, that you have to go through this. I've been there and my mom was my best friend, too. I understand the pain you must be feeling. I'll keep you in my thoughts.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha