My ex broke up with me about 6 months ago and I thought I was over her but for some reason for the past couple weeks I can't stop thinking about her and I cry a lot about it. It seems like it's only starting to hit me hard now, I guess I was in a 6 month period of denial, I didn't feel that it was really over.

Her and I haven't really talked much within the last 6 months outside of just a few words here and there. We still see each other at church. But last night I woke up around 3 am after having a dream of her and in that sort of haze I sent her a text telling her I could not stop thinking about her and I could not stop wanting her. Then this morning she texted me back saying I really stirred up a lot of emotions by saying that, she says she still cares about me too, but she does not want me to talk to her like that because she is trying to move on.

So I apologized, it was inappropriate and I knew that but I still did it. Now I feel like a creep and a jerk, I shouldn't have texted her. I hurt her by doing that and now I feel even worse. I'm really weak these days. I guess I'm just asking for you to say something. I don't know, I don't have anyone to talk to.