I think you need to calm down and relax. There is nothing wrong with being poly so long as your partners are aware and you get regular testing for hiv/std/etc.(I find your posts to be confusing. Paragraphs are your friend)

If you really want to help people you can volunteer at a domestic violence shelter and help people get back on their feet. No point in internalizing the world when you do have the power to make a difference.