At my appointment yesterday, my T mentioned that she is going to be getting a second job on top of her private practice, and that she's trying to get it to work around her current hours.

But I'm worried now that she will find one and that she won't have time to see me anymore. She didn't make any indication that would happen and she even said she was especially trying to keep Mondays (my day) open. But that doesn't help me relax at all. I know I'm being ridiculous, but it doesn't change that I am so worried about that and scared she will have to give me up as a patient.

Ugh! Three months ago, I would have shrugged my shoulders and not cared at all. But now I can't handle that idea.