Oh joys...how i just loveliving in the uk -not -

just had a letter from mental health team. was referred last friday as emergency. just got my appointment -19th march. wow they really care don't they. so - how many more weeks of feeling like this. great.

slept? no
happy? no
desperate? getting there
crying continuously? yes
doing silly things that don't help situation? oh yes
brain more like a jelly than a brain, constantly analysing, can't stop. stopped eatinow, which is good cos i need to lose weight - but i'm sensible and know i should eat =but can't.

very close to throwing myself through the doors of a mental institution and asking them to lock me in a cell somewhere out of the way.

sorry to rant, had to get it out.



kerry xxxx