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Originally Posted by Leah123
I absolutely don't think you're being ridiculous! Your concern is sensible and your feelings are valid. I encourage you to ask her the question directly: "Will you still have enough time for me, will we still have my regular time, are you sure you'll be able to keep seeing me long term" etc.
Therapy's all about helping you be better, which means honesty and trust. I hope you can trust her to be honest about your worry and let her address it to help you feel a bit better.
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I don't know that she knows the answer to that for sure yet. She made it clear that Monday was the day she was really working to make sure was free. I don't know that she can give much more of a reassurance than she has at this point. But I also know her bills and life are obviously more important than me and if she absolutely had to eliminate Mondays, she would.
I'm just scared because I have just gotten to the point where I trust her with so much more than anyone, and I don't know how I will be able to handle it if she leaves. I can't do all this over again. It's all my abandonment and rejection fears yelling at me that they were right and she is just as unreliable as everyone else, and why did I trust her when I knew this could happen, and what am I going to do now? Basically, my mind is going crazy with fear.