I'm at my lowest low, stuck in bed, mom yelled at me for not doing dishes but I'm afriad of what would happen handling sharp utensils. I'm depressed off my rocker.

my NP called me yesterday to see how I'm doing and out of programmed reflex I said I was "fine" when I wasn't really.(I can read her notes online)

can you all describe your severe depression for me(symptoms, how you feel, etc)?

highest gaf I've had this year was a 50.