Thank you all ((((((((((((((((((((((( everyone who replied and gave support ))))))))))))))))))))))).

I honestly believe that nobody loves me. Except perhaps my dog. But he is gone now. I wish I could afford to get a new dog. I loved my dog & need a new one to love.

That's why I changed my mind. I don't want to go to the island anymore. I just want to fade away into nothingness.

That's it.