Thank you all for your replies

Can you tell me about what medication you are taking?
I don't take my medication everyday, just when I feel that it's unbearable and I'm taking Xanax- 1mg and Olanzapine (Zyprexa)- 5mg.

It helps me to not feel anxiety about my worries but it doesn't take away my thoughts. It takes away these horrible fears and feelings but it's hard to tell myself that it's just my imagination. I believe my delusions more then reality even when I was taken medication everyday on highest doses

I'm not suffering from schizofrenia but sometimes paranoia and delusions are killing me.