Thank you Peaches for your post. I can relate to this. I am so sorry you are going through this. It really hurts and I know exactly what you mean about the needs and feeling unworthy. I feel exactly the same. I have this with my T and it is taking over everything we discuss in session. I text her when I end to reach out but she will never answer she just acknowledges the text by replying 'see you next week'. When I brought this up she said it is her boundary. I don't understand. I don't call her, I never text at weekends, I only text if desperate - although I do need to reach out at the moment. I feel embarrassed for reaching out, for being too needy and demanding. So then I withdraw and then I feel worse. I need her. I'm sorry I am no help to you - your post just really touched me.