I've always been up and down too often to call it a normal change in mood. When I am down, there is no bringing me up. During these times I have no motivation. I just want to lay in bed. When happy, it's so easy for me or anyone else to bring me down. But when I'm happy I actually get out of bed the first time the alarm goes off. I pay attention in class and actually feel interested in what's going on. I'm motivated to study and do homework. On the other hand, small things like hearing people breathe, chewing their food, or tapping a pencil literally drives me insane and makes me so angry I just want to scream. I realize all of it is ridiculous and that there's no reason for me to feel the way I do, I just can't pull myself out of it. One of my friends sat me down the other night and told me I needed to talk to a psychologist or something. I've always known I am up and down but the fact that she is noticing it too bothers me.