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Originally Posted by PeeJay
I don't understand how someone can be a medical doctor and yet be so stupid.
It's like she was intentionally mean to you and tried to cut you down.
I'm sorry that you're embarrassed to admit your feelings for LCM.
Maybe talking about it with TT will help it feel like a lighter load? It might be a relief to just confess it, in a way? And then take it from there?
I'm not a big fan of secrets, especially big secrets about feelings.
When you shine a light into darkness, the rats scurry.
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LCM knows about them. It's kinda hard to keep feelings a secret when you start wildly sobbing when she lays down boundaries and after she walks away, the sobbing is still audible. And when I email her after taking too much meds and tell her that I love her and miss her and it kills me that she won't tell me she loves me too.
The issue is talking about it with someone other than LCM so I have someone else to help guide me through this.