Why do you put up with me? I can't consistently trust you. I'm constantly needing to be reminded of everything. I keep trying to distance myself from you. I hide things from you (and then tell you I'm hiding them). I refuse to volunteer information you need to help me and you have to drag it out of me. I am scared of you, and of the things we're working through. I don't accept that you can and do consistently care about me and are committed to helping me. I'm a mess in so many ways. Why do you stick with me? I know you can get rid of me, and all my problems. It would be easier if you did. But instead, you promise not to go anywhere when I get scared you're going to abandon me for the 1,000th time. It's so stupid and yet you put up with it. I don't deserve it. I'm not worth that. So why the heck are you still around?