I understand meds like this: Your engine needs oil for it to work properly, well so does your brain. Meds are like the oil. But the problem is our limited understanding of how it all works together. So the docs try different kinds of oil, one at a time, to see if it works. The bad part is, they only can put the oil in by dumping the bottle over the top. SO the part that needs it gets it but the parts that don't need it, also get it.

Sounds rough. I know I had some significant issues with meds to. Don't give up.