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Originally Posted by bounceback
I too know how hard it is.
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After spending a week trying to get someone to say they care about me I started feeling sui knowing that it wasn't going to come from my therapist, that she wasn't going to be able to meet my needs, that I will probably always have this huge hole in my heart because I didn't get the caring I was supposed to get. I have been reaching out more trying to get it from people in real life and really putting myself out there even though I have severe social anxiety. I still don't know how to feel this need.
It hurts I know and I am sorry you are going through this.
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Me too. Sorry you are going through it too.
I'm sorry I'm derailing the thread a little bit, but I want to ask you something. No need to answer if you don't want. When you start to feel sui, does it stop? From the way you worded it, it sounded like you had the feeling but you didn't continue to believe it. For your sake, I hope that's true. For my sake, I wanted to know what it's like or what caused the sui feeling to stop, if it did.