So I left my job last month because I just couldn't take being there anymore. My anxiety would be so high (for very little reason), that I would think of every reason not to go. I literally stopped going and calling. Well, I got an email from my boss today, asking me if I wanted to come back to work. I don't know of it's the right thing to do. I was looking into getting a job at the gas station right near my house. I figured it would be easy work, I'd be on my feet, and could easily walk on nice days. With the job, I've hit road block after road block. I have to have a million different licences like my alcohol permit and a food handler's permit... all of which cost cash that I just don't have.
I'm confused. Do I go back to my old position- one that I hate and that is commission based and flat out unenjoyable? Or do I find some way to keep paying for these permits so I can get the job I'd rather have? Any thoughts are greatly appreciated.
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Am I the only one I know, waging my wars behind my face and above my throat?
Diagnosed:
BPD
PTSD
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