Yup, I got scolded. I got scolded hard.
I'm already on an antidepressant.
The worst part of this? Before my ex, I felt the pain, but I could live with it. Now that I know what it's like to have someone love you..... Not having it is like I'm missing part of my soul.
I love my boys and will NEVER do something to hurt them. But some days I just want to be numb
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If you are a dreamer a wisher a liar
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