I think I did a 180 from the first week. I've been anxious, angry, talkative, extremely productive, powering through drowsiness, optimistic about treatment. Now I'm really down, it's a struggle to do anything, I either want to sleep or lay around and do nothing, nothing matters. There are short periods where I feel normal and I'll get excited or laugh at something but it'll fade in an hour max. There is also the underlying urge to be extremely angry, anxious or cry because I've been holding it in this whole time. I want to spend money because I think it will make me feel better and I think it will make me a better person.

I will tell my pdoc this, I just needed to get it out I think.

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