So I had 16 months but I got kinda drunk the night before and made some bad choices, even though I didn't even feel like cutting... but I feel surprisingly super okay with it right now, because I realize that the 16 months of resisting SI at times when I actually wanted it is what counts. So technically I'm back at 2 days, but I don't really care that much. Perhaps this is what extreme denial feels like, or maybe not, who knows.

- AJ