Welcome to PC ((((Birdieees))))

I'm sorry you are having such problems with your anxiety. Like Jan said, it does sound like you have a completely supportive family which really helps a lot. You deserve their support as much as they deserve your support. I know as a mom, it's hard to be in the position of having to accept that support when we are the ones who normally give it! But, like I said, you DO deserve it in return

I hope you can find some help from your docs/therapist soon. I wish you all the best!

Jean