I moved last year and am still trying to find a psychiatrist. I've been off meds for a couple months and am a wreck- can't work, take care of my home, ruining friendships, serious financial troubles, emotional roller coaster, anger problems. I want to get back on meds, but every time I go to a therapist or doctor, they do an intake asking me about my entire mental health history, which is very difficult for me to discuss. I've offered to write down the information for them, but they all say no. I can't even make it through the first appointment- I get upset and leave.

What should I do?