I don't deserve it. I'm not worth that. So why the heck are you still around?[/quote]
Of course you deserve it, and of course you are worth it -we all are. We are all worth being healed, feeling healthy and loved. No matter what has happened in the past, we are human beings - we have worth - and deserve being loved and respected and enjoying life. So, karma has placed this person in your life, this therapist, and this person is obviously in for the long haul.
Mine has been with me for eight years, and I, at times, have been a raging borderline. He has put up with a lot, and never lost his cool or said anything about leaving. Sounds like yours is the same way. So hang in and trust the process - you are so worth it!