Over the last few months my depression has lessened, I am on 225 mg Efexor, but I think I am from the frying pan into into the fire! Dont get me wrong, I am "happy" that my depression has gone but on that note I really could not care less if I lived or died. I am not suicidal, but if I got hit by a bus maybe it might be for the best. Am I still depressed, just on another level? I just dont know. If there is anyone out there like me, how do you make yourself "care" about yourself. I am just going through the motions, but I dont "feel" anything. What are we doing it all for ??