I've always been this way. I absolutely hate being criticized for anything, even though I receive a lot of it. A whole lot.

My entire life is people telling me that I'm not good enough or I'm not trying hard enough or I must be screwing up on purpose because there's no way anyone could be so stupid or that I must be a horrible person because good people automatically do the right thing all the time.

If only I could become someone who doesn't get criticized at all. I fully believe it is possible, that there are people who do everything right and everyone is pleased with them. I want to become one of those people. I want to be so perfect that nobody will ever call me stupid or lazy or not good enough.

Please don't tell me those people don't exist because I don't believe it.