Hi, I know how you feel as I've been there before, and I feel that way sometimes too! Unless someone has been depressed before, there is no way that they're really going to understand what you're going through. A lot of times, most people who don't have depression tend to ignore those who are depressed which makes the problem worse!

Is there anyway that you can get your car fixed, or any public transit that you can take? You should try to educuate your b.f about your depression by making him read stuff on here and books as well. He has to at least try to understand what you're going through! There are some groups on here to where you can meet people who are going through the same issues as you in person. You can find a lot of those groups on meetup.com. I've never been to a support group on there, but I have manged to meet some nice women on there who I ended up becoming friends with. Most groups are free, but some might charge a fee if they're offering counseling by a specialist.

Don't let your boyfriend make you go to karaoke. If you hate it, tell him and refuse to go out. It sucks being forced to go out when you don't feel like it. I used to put up with that crap all the time from my husband, but no more! Have him take you to a movie or a nice dinner instead to where it's just the two of you.