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Originally Posted by Towanda
I don't deserve it. I'm not worth that. So why the heck are you still around?
Of course you deserve it, and of course you are worth it -we all are. We are all worth being healed, feeling healthy and loved. No matter what has happened in the past, we are human beings - we have worth - and deserve being loved and respected and enjoying life. So, karma has placed this person in your life, this therapist, and this person is obviously in for the long haul.
Mine has been with me for eight years, and I, at times, have been a raging borderline. He has put up with a lot, and never lost his cool or said anything about leaving. Sounds like yours is the same way. So hang in and trust the process - you are so worth it!  |
Thank you. I don't feel worth it, and that's what makes it difficult. I expect the worst, and I don't always know how to accept anything better. I see myself and see all my flaws and all the ways I constantly fail. I don't see many good things. And so I see all the reasons my T might abandon me and give up on me, without being able to clearly see all the reasons she hasn't yet. We've been working together for nearly two years and yet I am still so insecure in our relationship. It's terrifying to me, a lot of the time. I am sure my T would say you are correct, though.
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HazelGirl
PTSD, Depression, ADHD, Anxiety
Propranolol 10mg as needed for anxiety, Wellbutrin XL 150mg
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