Last time I went, I felt 100% if I went home that night I was gonna kill myself so I got checked in and I spent 10 days there december.
My first 2 days I still wanted to kill myself eventually about my 5 day I didn't have the urge to end it anymore.
did I do it right?
I feel that I may need to go back, I feel it building up
I've beeen constantly depressed for months now, I lied and said I wasn't depressed to get discharged as suicide was the only issue I was afraid of.
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This can't be life.
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