Oh Cajun, I'm so glad that I can know that this is possible to do...............it is right?

I am so stuck right now in the blame and shame of that. I am struggling to get past it, put it behind me, see my worth and move forward, but honestly, I'm doing so poorly. i'm not buying into any of it. i only feel so devoured, so ruined and so stained..............i hate, and I hate them and I hate me too.

I wish I could take your brain and stick it in my head for a bit.........mine isn't wiring to fire off those thoughts.