Hi Clara

I mean, I felt it too. Last year I was literally an empty shell that stayed in her apartment and didn't leave for days at a time. Everything was muted and I felt hollow until I realized "what the hell, this is terrible I might as well take this time to do something I've always wanted to do" so I went out, bought a ukulele and taught myself how to play. And then while playing I thought some more, and went to go buy a harmonica and learned that. And then after that I signed up for martial arts classes. And it helped bit by bit.

So yeah, I understand that self-motivation is really hard to come by but if you can find it somewhere and keep it moving it really does help to pick up things that interested you or interested you in the past. That was what I was trying to say anyway. I don't know if it came across correctly or not.