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Old Feb 05, 2014, 09:27 PM
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Good evening friends! So I met with my new doctor, she increased my medication. I was at a low dose of 50 of Lamictal, now were doing 100 and she wants me to go get to 300 and be off my anti depressant and anti anxiety medication. I got so emotional about it, I felt like why did she have to increase my medication, I thought I was doing kinda well, and adjusting too it. but I sorta understand. IDK I am confused to her actions, she wants me off the anti anxiety, and it is the kolonipin, and I am so uncomfortable about stopping that medication, when that is the one that really helps me with my rage.
I hated meeting her, it felt like I was just another number to her, asking questions and just writing scrips. She told me this is a process with the medication to try and find the right kind of level of medicine. and she asked me when I was planning on having more children, because the medication is not good for the child. and I want to have another baby. but looks like I have to wait a few years. I guess that's okay, so I just have to be positive, and believe I am on the right track.

anyone else have this same feeling or emotions? anyone have any good ideas on how to help.

thanks fam!
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