I'm exhausted, always, I jsut want a good sleep, I really want a good sleep... that doesn't involve me having to take more medication, but that doesn't even work. I had my seroquel upped and its not working....I hate being this way, too tired and sore to get anything done, and I'm tired of being a mother. I know that sounds awful, but my son is not independent enough and I have to do everything, and I mean everything for him. He has learning disabilities and I have had him mostly 24 7, for years now... I sound selfish and like a bad mother, but I wasn't born with the capability to raise 2 kids. I can't even look after my own things. Some women just are good at everything, I'm not one of them