Thank you both so much! It really helps a lot to hear it from people who have gone through the same thing. I had a bit of a panic attack about it all but yes, you're right. I need to do what's best for me

My pool of meds is a bit smaller too. We won't look at any antidepressants because they gave me a tic disorder when I was younger. Which I still have @_@ but that does narrow the scope quite a bit. Thank you again guys. I'm really glad I joined this forum!