You didn't trigger me... I already SH'D before I came on here this morning. So I'm back to zero days again.

To be honest I'd choose SH... But no one understands it. I'm trying to quit before it spreads to noticeable parts of my body so I don't get hell from my dad who scared me into cutting as soon as he left the house by saying. "If you keep up this behaviour they'll lock you in the nut house. You'll be locked in a room all day and it only has a bed in it. And they'll drug you." But now that I think about it, I honestly don't care if I get locked away. That and I'm trying to quit for my boyfriend. He gave up sex for me because I'm asexual. So, I've got to at least try for him. But quitting is way too hard.